i hate it when a few words,can make my feelings go lousy. and then everything will go all wrong for me. totally wrong. in that simple sentence,you can realise,how much you really meant to that person. and thought you can bluff and keep on doing that,one day or maybe just the next day,your friends around you,will just speak what you lied. i know what does not trusting a person easily and trusting a person easily really means. sorry for all this crap stuffs,but feel like ranting all this nonsense. damn. i hope that life isn't as fcked up now. being a sec four is no easy stuff,it's like you start to think so much now. i know how bad it feels already. no matter how many people around me,thinks. i always be the one who ask them don't think don't think. but look whos the one thinking so much and ranting so much. i hate to do it,but ahhhhh. crap. i've got no mood to mention anything now. f everything.

why now,why not earlier.